an ode to the Churchill Estate Turnover Rate

Currently Listening The Story By Brandi Carlile see related

i'm 22. shouldn't 22 year olds know how to stick up for themselves? shouldn't they be able to say, "no. actually you are wrong and i think you should listen to what i have to say since i know what i'm talking about." or you know something like that. somewhere along the way of my life have missed this very important lesson. do most people aquire this in middle school or somewhere around puberty? no probably not. i'm pretty sure everyone just wanted to be liked in middle school. well whenever it was, i either missed it or failed miserably when the test came.

how do you aquire gumption? how does it all work exactly? my life depends on it.

Currently Listening Rocket Science By Original Soundtrack see related

hold on to your hats...i'm acutally updating. in kim bagley style.

speaking infront of a crowd

feeling free

picnics

good conversation

laying in the grass

tuna salad sandwiches

candy

well fed head

the moxie

a cute little stutter

homeade pizza

i love lucy

dairy queen

a good book

all in all not a bad day. i kinda live for days like this one.

Currently Listening Abbey Road By The Beatles see related

well i went to chicago. i'm back now. and i got back actually at 4 a.m.the day before i started my dream job at extend global. this i realize in hindsight was a bad choice. because i slept through my alarm and instead of 8 a.m. when i was supposed to wake up. i wake up at 10:45 a.m. approximately 2 hours after i was supposed to be in the office. who?! who would this happen to besides me? i can't think of anyone. good news is...i'm not fired.

on a lighter note: i met a male stripper in chicago. he asked me for gum. i was a little shocked. guys that good looking don't usually ask me for gum. not that i'm putting myself down or anything. just, i thought guys that pretty talk to girls who wear make-up. anyway he went on his way after a few minutes of awkward small talk. but i gotta say... that was a first.

i'm moving into my old lady house tomorrow. it'll be great. i'm excited to not feel like i'm mooching all the time.

Currently Listening Our Endless Numbered Days By Iron & Wine see related

mmmmm movies

i just watched an incredibly girly movie that i loved. yes! i am a real girl. if you are wondering what it was...it was "waitress" with keri russel. i love keri russel. ever since the mickey mouse club in the morning when i was a kid. i think we have a hair bond. her hair was out of control and she is on tv. and i thought to myself (as a kid) well then there must be hope for me. but anyways. i'm thinking that this movie i will buy when it comes out. now...this is a big deal for me i have a commitment problem when it comes to buying movies. i can't commit. everytime i think i'm going to buy one i freeze up and think i'm going to have to watch this for the rest of my life and enjoy it. this is a lot of pressure to put on a round piece of plastic but it's what i do every time.

going to the movies is one of my favorite things to do. if movie theatres would trade the smell of popcorn for the smell of coffee and lower their prices to let's say...nothing. then you probably couldn't drag me out of there. i like the surprise of watching a new movie. and the previews. i like previews. it's like the wrapping on a present. gives you a clue to what inside, sometimes it's better than the wrapping sometimes they spent too much time on the wrapping but either way it's a clue. what i detest about going to the movies. is the people around you that spoil the whole thing by talking through it. and those who pronounce what is going to happen seconds before it happens. this is what i would like to say to those people :"do you think you get a prize or something for saying what everyone knows is going to happen? you don't. there are no prizes! now you must be quiet before i kill you with my evil stare...you know why you are still alive? because it is dark and you can't see me."